So…yesterday was Day Zero, I guess. My boyfriend, the man I planned on spending the rest of my life with, cheated on me. Twice. With the same woman. I found out, obviously. And…I just don’t know how to do this. How to…well, do anything. It just hurts so damn much. I keep asking myself, ‘what did I do wrong?’, ‘what did I do to deserve this?’, ‘why would he do this to us?’. He regrets it. He’s sorry. But…He did this twice. Willingly. He says he didn’t enjoy it, or get satisfaction either time…but he still did this twice, anyway? … Continue reading Day One.
So…I’ve written this, or something similar to it, dozens of times. On various journals, blogs, forums and in emails to friends (said friends are likely going to read this and roll their eyes so hard they give themselves a migraine. I’m watching you, damnit!). But you know what? It bears repeating. I’m not gonna lie, I get a bit in-depth (more so than I ever have before, actually), so this post isn’t for everyone. I have a thing for instrumental music. A big thing. See, everyone that knows me will often hear me humming or singing along to something – … Continue reading You Don’t Need Words