Day Three

Yesterday afternoon my dad kept me busy, by having me help him build our marquee. We have everything set up for it…But it apparently needed to be remeasured, rebuilt and rescuered…it didn’t. He just wanted an excuse to make me use some power tools and hammers. And for a little while, I felt better. I just don’t know what to do or how to get past this. It just hurts so damn much. While I was waiting for him, loving him, caring, committed and faithful…he was flirting and then fucking someone else. Just…how does anyone that cheat, live with themselves? … Continue reading Day Three

Day Two

It still feels very unreal. It’s just so difficult to reconcile the man I thought I knew and loved, with the man that’s cheated on me twice and lied to me, throughout our entire relationship. I’m angry, hurt, disappointed, lonely. I miss him. I miss our life. I HATE that he’s ruined it. And for what? Cheap sex with someone, that he claims to have not even…if it wasn’t worth it, why do it a second time? In our bed!? How do I get over this? How do I stop feeling like this? Because the person I want comfort from, … Continue reading Day Two

Day One.

So…yesterday was Day Zero, I guess. My boyfriend, the man I planned on spending the rest of my life with, cheated on me. Twice. With the same woman. I found out, obviously. And…I just don’t know how to do this. How to…well, do anything. It just hurts so damn much. I keep asking myself, ‘what did I do wrong?’, ‘what did I do to deserve this?’, ‘why would he do this to us?’. He regrets it. He’s sorry. But…He did this twice. Willingly. He says he didn’t enjoy it, or get satisfaction either time…but he still did this twice, anyway? … Continue reading Day One.

Unfamilied.

I’m very close to my parents. I used to be very close to both of my brothers. But lately…well, for a few years now, the bond and closeness that once was there, just isn’t anymore. My 2 brothers are still as close as ever, but I very much don’t fit into their closeness. And honestly…I do feel very excluded. And yes, it really did used to bother me. Now, it just makes me laugh. They’re getting tattoos for one another, they talk all the time, spend time together. Know things about each other. I highly doubt either of them could … Continue reading Unfamilied.

Overwatch Uprising! No. Sorry, Retribution. Overwatch Retribution.

Last years Uprising, is this years Retribution. Last year we joined baby Tracer, young Cadette Oxton on her first Overwatch mission, taking to the streets of Kings Row with Combat Medic Ziegler, Chief Engineer Lindholm and Lietenant Wilhelm. You captured, defended and pushed objectives. Did we push…? I think we pushed…no, we may have just capped and defended. Regardless! We did stuff. Why did we do the stuff…? For the loot! It’s always for the loot. This year, we’re joining my main, Moira, Jesse McCree (oh la la), Genji (Gengooey) and Reyes (Reaper) on a top secret Blackwatch (the OW … Continue reading Overwatch Uprising! No. Sorry, Retribution. Overwatch Retribution.

Bathe Like…A Unicorn…?

The unicorn trend is still going strong, and honestly? I am loving it. I don’t care “how 2017” it might be. I don’t know about you, but I could always do with something magical, sparkly and rainbow-esq in my life. Enter the Imperial Leather Unicorn Marshmallow Foamburst. Quite a mouthful. I got mine from Sainsbury’s(well, my boyfriend got them for me), and they were £2 each. However, at Asda, you can nab this limited edition foamburst for £1.50 each. Boots and Superdrug also have this available, and are charging £2 also. So, if you have an Asda local to you, either pop … Continue reading Bathe Like…A Unicorn…?

On the Lash(es)!

Another new thing that I’ve only just recently tried! False lashes. And oh my goodness…how did I ever exist without them!? I’ve always thought of lashes as really extra, over the top and just kind of silly…and then I tried them. And I take back every single word. I genuinely am in love with false lashes! I’ve been using lashes that I got for £3.00 at Primark – yes, we all know by now, I like a cheeky beauty bargain! The lashes that I am wearing in the photos are by Girls With Attitude (on the actual GWA site, the lashes are … Continue reading On the Lash(es)!